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This is for the broken hearted . I know how you feel . Empty , betrayed , and no happiness whatsoever . You don't want to laugh , because you know it's not going to help , but you don't want to cry , because it will just make you feel worse . You feel like your heart is falling apart , but not only that , but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too . You don't think it will ever end , and no matter what this person has done to you , it feels impossible to stop loving them . And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much , then why do you still love them . That's the confusing part , you don't know why , you just do , and the people who hurt you the most , and normally the ones you love the most . And then , after a few weeks , you finally feel a sense of realise , like you're getting happy again , but you know inside that you're just going into denial . And after a few more weeks , you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes . You thought you got over them, but really , you just stopped showing it . And you can't help but to show it again . It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever . And no one understands how you feel , and how deep you are hurt , no matter who they are , because it hasn't happened to them and even if it has , every broken heart is different . They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now , so you learn that basically you are alone with all this . And the feeling starts to overwelm you , and suddenly you just break down , right there , because you know you've had enough , the tears just instantly start flowing , and you're to the point where you don't care who see's . Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed , and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection . And in the midst of all these tears , you know that its not helping any , and it's not going to bring them back , if you ever even had them in the first place . After about a million tears have been cried , you finally pull yourself back together and keep going . Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back . Everyone says , "It will be okay…” But you know it won't . And that’s the truth , it won’t . And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this , and you realize that people are horrible . You're still hurt , but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay . So now every time you see this person , you know you still love them , and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you , screaming out , but for some reason they don't hear it . And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this .
I tried to hold onto what we had , but you didn't even make an effort . You lied you cheated and left me to cry all alone once again . And when I return looking more beautifull and confident than ever before all I want you to realize is what you had and what you will never have again . Cry !!
*I'm not gonna give a fuck anymore . If you hurt me , I'm gonna hurt you . That's how it's gonna be from now on !..<3
